I am fine ... Its been a very fine last 2 months for me. Recently been dodged by some personal problems but its more towards matters of the heart. Yeah, if you didnt know, there are some rumours surrounding the air inhaled by me. Be it a joke or not, I just want to speak out based on this front.
Its true, ya, I do like someone now, it has always been like this since I got my Man or Gay hormones. The problem is I cant decide who I like, its a battle between my old and new love. Call it selfish but at least I havent hurt any hearts, yet. From my point of view, I do not have the rights to be in these stuff, firstly, I am still not matured yet and secondly, the fear of losing interest in a love subject even before it has started. Thirdly, I am very skinny and is a man of bones, the feel of standing close to me will definitely not bring a sense of security in a person. To sum up, I do not have a good figure.
Ok, to be frank. I have one crush in secondary school and maybe one or two crushes in Poly. I cant say I have totally stop liking them, that is something impossible but time will tell. Erhm, friends ask me what type of girls do I like? Hmm... well, I do not go for chio girls, haha, they must have a good character and love eating humble pie. I believe that God rewards those who are kind at heart so if you are kind, you are the most chioest gal in the world.
For now, my focus would be on FYP. Love is secondary but when love strucks, you cannot block it. I dun mind being in a relationship but again, I might not commit. If I am in one, I will do my best to juggle between work and love. Hopefully. I believe if you like someone, you should go for her, never mind the outcome, at least you have tried. Do not let a chance go begging cos that chance might not come again. Just like in a soccer game of 90 minutes, you only have that few minutes to win the outcome, once you lose those chances, you could easily become the weakest link.
Thou shall tell myself:
Be brave my heart, be brave.
Its true, ya, I do like someone now, it has always been like this since I got my Man or Gay hormones. The problem is I cant decide who I like, its a battle between my old and new love. Call it selfish but at least I havent hurt any hearts, yet. From my point of view, I do not have the rights to be in these stuff, firstly, I am still not matured yet and secondly, the fear of losing interest in a love subject even before it has started. Thirdly, I am very skinny and is a man of bones, the feel of standing close to me will definitely not bring a sense of security in a person. To sum up, I do not have a good figure.
Ok, to be frank. I have one crush in secondary school and maybe one or two crushes in Poly. I cant say I have totally stop liking them, that is something impossible but time will tell. Erhm, friends ask me what type of girls do I like? Hmm... well, I do not go for chio girls, haha, they must have a good character and love eating humble pie. I believe that God rewards those who are kind at heart so if you are kind, you are the most chioest gal in the world.
For now, my focus would be on FYP. Love is secondary but when love strucks, you cannot block it. I dun mind being in a relationship but again, I might not commit. If I am in one, I will do my best to juggle between work and love. Hopefully. I believe if you like someone, you should go for her, never mind the outcome, at least you have tried. Do not let a chance go begging cos that chance might not come again. Just like in a soccer game of 90 minutes, you only have that few minutes to win the outcome, once you lose those chances, you could easily become the weakest link.
Thou shall tell myself:
Be brave my heart, be brave.
